It’s been well over a year since I last updated my journal.

To start off I haven’t really stop drawing but I’ve just been doing sketches in my sketch book. I haven’t really tried to do anything serious. Except those shoes that I just recently posted.

But I haven’t drawn much just a little of this and that.

Well things in my life are normal and slow as anybody’s. It’s just that art doesn’t really interest me as much as it use to. I think of so many wonderful ideas on what to draw but not being able to put it on paper just frustrates me to no end.

So I suppose I can take some suggestions on what to draw. That’s if nobody mines giving me something?

It can be fanart, original characters, or whatever; I just want to do something. Or even I can attempt at a story, writing seems something totally different and it’s considered art.

So throw me anything here, and I will give it a try.

AND IN OTHER NEWS, I GOT TAGGED! By this little nudger: (though she never really did tag me I just stole it from her.)

INSTRUCTIONS:
1) Put your music player (iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc) on shuffle.
2) Put in whatever songs that comes up in the question.
3) No cheating! (Seriously, we can tell when you do! )
4) Tag 5 people.

I used my blue I-pod Nano for this.

If you reached the top of Mount Everest, you would scream:
Song: “Numb”
Artist: Disturbed
Comment: A soft urge to giggle overwhelmed me, when this song came up. I suppose you can say that I can’t really imagine what it would be like much less fully experience the breathtaking view of Mount Everest. So this song seems really different than what I could really be screaming or even thinking.

The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, you'll say:
Song: “Animal I Have Become”
Artist: Three Days Grace
Comment: Ironically, I’ve actually thought of doing just that with this song. But of course I pushed it in the back of my head and just continued to listen to my surroundings.

Your favorite thing to say when drunk is:
Song: “THE PLEDGE”
Artist: Dir En Grey
Comment: I would find it highly amusing if this actually did occur, bearing in mind that the song is in Japanese and no one would ever understand a single word. Plus I don’t know Japanese, so my guess would be that I would be saying gibberish. But I am proud to say that this would most certainly; will never happen because I don’t drink.

Your message to the world:
Song: “Don’t Stay”
Artist: Linkin Park
Comment: Somehow it’s without doubt somewhat fitting.

When you think of your best friend you think:
Song: “ Pieces”
Artist: RED
Comment: I must laugh at this one, though this is quite an amazing song it’s more of a love song than one for friendship.

Your deepest secret:
Song: “Overburdened”
Artist: Disturbed
Comment: Not much of a secret, most people know that already about me.

Your innermost desire:
Song: “Riot”
Artist: Three Days Grace
Comment: Oh boy would that be funny!

Your oldest memory makes you think:
Song: “I’m Not Jesus”
Artist: Apocalyptica
Comment: In some different way it sort of fits. Though it seems odd at first but if I think about it in a different perspective it seems highly possible.

Somewhere in your wedding vows, you'll include:
Song: “From The Inside”
Artist: Linkin Park
Comment: If I included this song in my wedding vows, then why in the hell would I be getting married. LOL

On your deathbed, you'll whisper:
Song: “ Passion”
Artist: Utada Hikaru
Comment: Oh boy some more Japanese for me.^^

Your friends say behind your back:
Song: “Iris”
Artist: The Goo Goo Dolls
Comment: OH MY GOD!!! This seems odd.

You say behind your friends' back
Song: “No More Sorrow”
Artist: Linkin Park
Comment: Jeez, I never would have thought that I would say such things like that behind my friends’ back. Though I think that something like this had happened to me before, but with just one person.

Your opinion of MySpace:
Song: “Savin Me”
Artist: Nickelback
Comment: I shudder at thought, I don’t even like myspace that much.

When you wake up in the morning, you mutter:
Song: “Forsaken”
Artist: David Draiman (From Disturbed)
Comment: Boy I would seem even more demented if I did that.

If you found yourself lost on a desert island, you'd yell:
Song: “The WORLD”
Artist: Nightmare
Comment: Yay, for more Japanese music.

Right now, your feeling:
Song: “All Around Me”
Artist: Flyleaf
Comment: That’s not really true, but it’s quite close.

What's your excuse for reposting this:
Song: “Bat Country”
Artist: Avenged Sevenfold
Comment: Wow, that’s all I can say.

Your life's soundtrack:
Song: “One”
Artist: Metallica
Comment: I honestly don’t know what to say to that.

The day you fall in love will be the day that:
Song: “Here I Stand”
Artist: Madina Lake
Comment: Hmm…I’m not sure that I would disagree with this one.

You Scream During Sex:
Song: “System”
Artist: Chester Bennington
Comment: HOLY MOTHER OF GOD! I would never even be having sex in the first place especially at such a young age (18) but screaming this would be totally weird.

Your farewell message to the readers of this:
Song: “My December”
Artist: Linkin Park
Comment: I absolutely love this song but for a farewell…I really don’t know what to say.


I'll tag anyone who wants to do this.

No doubt about that I have been gone for 11 weeks 4 days 19 hours 1m 38 seconds. I haven’t really been busy since my lazy personality just makes me effortless to do things now a days. Also I drawn absolutely nothing since my long absence I tried but never finished what I’ve started, and had numerous ideas but never tried putting it on paper. I’ve just been mostly reading, going to school; and stay at home all this time. I didn’t really want to log on DA until I drew something but never did do anything. But I decided to log on any ways since I had nothing better to do. Nothing interesting has happened just the same boring routine. Well I don’t really have anything else to say, other than I will try to have something drawn as soon as possible.



People that I talk to in Real Life


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Thanks for all your support, comments and Favs. I value each and everyone of you and glad that you are a part of my life.

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Clubs that I have joined!!

Hey everyone just wanted to say that I am still alive. Honestly I haven’t done any new artwork at all; I just can’t stand my artwork and I end up destroying it before I finish it. So I haven’t drawn anything since that last traditional artwork that I have posted on DA. But I will try to at least have something posted next week or maybe sooner I don’t really know. Well I am still struggling with school stuff since I am possibly going to be a senior and I am working a lot for my drivers ed class and college and pretty much a lot of other things that I need. I have not really enjoyed my summer so far since I work everyday and never really have time for anything else. But I really wish that I can go the next Realms Con. I seriously want to go but I don’t know if I will have enough money. Since I pretty much spent most of my money for tickets for Projekt Revolution (which I am still super happy about) I am finally going to a concert for the first time in my life and I am so lucky that I get to see Linkin Park, My Chemical Romance, Mindless Self Indulgence and other bands. (Which I still got to say is awesome to see for my first time) Well I don’t really know what else to type at the moment.



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Thanks for all your support, comments and Favs. I value each and everyone of you and glad that you are a part of my life.

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Clubs that I have joined!!

Tagged By

OMFG this is what I am going to try to do!

100 Pictures
RULES
1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it for it to count.

2.) No time limit, so have fun.

3.) For all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.

4.) Pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquette policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great masterpieces. Just have fun with it.

5.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challenge
B.)What you have completed

6.) Make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic.

7.) In the comments for your artwork note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

I Tag nobody^^

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Tagged by

TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR...

1.FINGERS: Bianca (I can spell)

2.CHIN: bizanca (......)

3.ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED: Buanca (OMFG)

4.ELBOW: bjzncz (what the heck is that)

5.NOSE: bianca (OMG)

6.PALM: bianca (Wow)

1.) List Four fandoms you have.

- ????
- ????
- ?????
- ?????????


2.) Have you ever slept in the back of a car?
yep

3.) Have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
blonde highlights but only on the tips of my hair

4.) List four people that you look up to the most.
- (its hard to describe how I look up to him)
- ??????
- ???????????
- ??????????????

How many pets do you own as of now?
Tons of fish, 1dog, 2 hamsters, 3 pigs, 3 horse's, tons of bunny's, Tons of Chickens, 1 goat, 4 ducks, 1 peacock ( I thinks thats it-_-)

6.) Which do you prefer white or black?
Black

7.) Who is your most played character?
Gaara

8.) Choose one or the other, not both:
- Being stuck on an island with your best friends
- Being stuck on an island with hot anime bishies

OMG I pick the Hot anime Bishies

9.) Name three aspects that tell who you are.
- Psychotic
- Loving
- Trustworthy

10.) If you could have a power what would it be?
Telekinesis

11.) Who was the last person you talked to?

My mother

12.) Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
Nobody

13.) Write down the first five words that pop into your head:
- Gaara
- WTF
- Hi
- Bye
- Yay

14.) What's one thing you wish you could do better?
Be kinder to others

15.) Do you like the way you are?
NO I hate everything about myself

16.) Choose, Summer or Winter:
Winter

17.) Choose, Rain or snow:
Rain

18.) Water or ice?
Water

19.) List two odd things about yourself:
- I try to read every book right to left (Thanks to reading alot of manga)

- I cry in the shower ( cause I don't allow myself to cry anywhere else)

20.) Now list 6 people who should do this quiz!


You don't have to do it if you don't want to!


Also Thanks so much for the 4000 Pageviews


1st Request: A GaaraXSakura drawing for *Complete*

2nd Request: A Final Fantasy Cloud drawing for
*80%*
3rd Request: A GaaraXHinata drawing for
*45%*

People that I talk to in Real Life


Friends and Great Artists


:

Thanks for all your support, comments and Favs. I value each and everyone of you and glad that you are a part of my life.

Ohhhh and these are Great Photographers



Clubs that I have joined!!